ErikaJuarez4795

Fuck an apology I'm not sorry for anything I've been holding Back my apathy For far too long You don't deserve What you haven't earned And your place in my heart Has just grown So small

You're hard to hug, tough to talk to And I never fall asleep, when you're in my bed All you give me is a heartbeat I've turned into a statue And it makes me feel depressed Cause the only time you open up is when we get undressed You don't love me, big fucking deal I'll never tell, you how I feel You don't love me, not a big deal I'll never tell you how I feel It almost feels like a joke to play out the part When you are not the starring role in someone else's heart You know I'd rather walk alone, than play a supporting role If I can't get the starring role. Sometimes I ignore you so I feel in control Cause really, I adore you,

When you were here before Couldn't look you in the eye You're just like an angel Your skin makes me cry You float like a feather In a beautiful world I wish I was special You're so fucking special But I 'm a creep I 'm a weirdo What the hell am I doing here? I don't belong here I don't care if it hurts I want to have control I want a perfect body I want a perfect soul I want you to notice When I'm not around You're so fucking special I wish I was special But I'm a creep I'm a weirdo What the hell am I doing here? I don't belong here She's running out again She's running out She run, run, run run Run Whatever makes